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21 四月 2020

This almost makes sense.

Disclaimer:Thisentrycontainsinformationregardingouradventureswithtroubletryingtoconceive。

Feelfreetoskipoverifyouwishtoavoidtoomuchinformationregardingmyreproductiveparts。

Iwon’tblameyou。

I’dratherskipthisstuff,too。

Imreluctanttotalkwithmanypeopleinmylifeaboutourdifficultieswithconceiving。

Ofcoursetherearevariousreasonsforvariouspeople,butIjustnowrealizedamajorfactorbehindmysealedlips:knowledge。

Actually,morethanplainknowledge,itsalmostabitterfeelingregardinghowmuchIknowabouttryingtoconceivevs。

howlittleothersknow。

Ontopofthatisknowledgeregardingdietaryissuesandwhatfoodsdotothebody。

Knowledgeispower,butignoranceisbliss。

Dontgetmewrong。

Ilovetolearn。

Ivealwayssaidmyidealcareerisonethatpaysmetobeastudent。

Theproblemistheressuchadistinctdifferencebetweenchoosingtolearnsomethingandthatknowledgebeingnecessary。

ImprocessingthisrevelationasItype,soIlltrytomakethisjourneythroughmymindonethatseasytofollow。

Itmightgetchoppyhereforabit,sohangtight。

Peoplelovetoaskaboutbabyplans。

Peopleliketoofferadvice。

Thebestwaytokillunsolicitedadvicebeforeeveryoneinvolvedgetsuncomfortableistopresentthecounterargumentforthemostcommonwordsofadviceregardingtryingtoconceive。

Essentially,thismeanstossingoutmydiagnosis。

Peoplearefascinatedbymedicalabnormalities。

TheyarenotsatisfiedwithWereseeingagreatteamofdoctors,andwerehopefultheplanwehavewillsucceed。

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Imtryingtothinkthisthroughandjustreachedanotherrevelation。

ItisntsomuchthatImannoyedwithhavingtoeducateeveryonewhosinterestedinmydiagnosisandtreatmentplan。

Theresabigpartofmethatshappytobespreadingthewordabouttroubleconceiving。

Itsatabootopicthathasnobusinessbeingtaboo。

Itsjustwell,itshardwork。

Anditshardworkontopofthehardworkthatcomeswithtroubletryingtoconceive。

NotonlyamIchargedwithlearningasmuchasIcantomakesureImdoingwhatIneedtodo,ImalsochargedwitheducatingthepeopleImclosetoinordertokeepthempartofmylife。

Itrytobeunderstandingandgraciousandinformative,butrepeatingthesame。

damn。

things。

over。

and。

over。

answeringthesame。

damn。

questions。

over。

and。

over。

dodgingthesame。

damn。

advice。

over。

and。

over。

ITSFRUSTRATING,OK?

Itseasyformetoretreattomytrustye-friends,tosomanywhohavebeenthroughasimilar-enoughsituationorhavewatchedmutualfriendstrudgethroughsimilarsituations。

Idontneedtoeducatethemallthatmuch。

Icanjustleanonthem。

Butretreatingtothemisntfairtomyotherfriendsandfamily,norisitfairtothecampaign(forlackofabetterword)togetthewordoutregardingthetroubleswomenfacewhentryingtoconceive。

Myfriendsandfamilywanttobethereformejustasmuchasanyoneelse,yetIclosesomanyofthemoutbecausethroughnofaultoftheirowntheyrelackingtheproperinformation。

Itisntfair。

Itisntfairtothemaspeoplewhocareaboutme,anditisntfairtome,whocarriesenoughofaburdenwithoutaddingfertilityeducationtomyresponsibilities。